244

See that number up in the title? Yeah, that is how much I weighed last Monday. This is the most I have weighed in the 12 years I have been with my husband.
This is not good.
No fertility doctor will touch me if I am this heavy, and I really want a baby.
Also, only three of my pants for work fit at this time. This is also not good. I have some very nice pants that I would love to be able to wear but my ass is so big and I have gained so much weight that, at this time, this is not a possibility.
I am not going to sit here and claim that I have no idea how I got this heavy, the fact is, I got this heavy because I just kept shoving food into my mouth....and not veggies and fruits, my friends, but rather, fatty, rich and calorie laden foods.

So, I made the decision that I would go back and join Weight watchers and get the weight off. The new plan, which is called "Points Plus" is supposed to seriously rock and I am going to look this weight gain in the eye and I am going to drop those pounds that I packed on. When I do, it will be for the same reason that I gained the weight.....because I made the choices that I made and I ate the foods I ate and I was the one in control of me.